A decision to make

Yesterday (Day 47) I drew a 4th green card which enables my release. I selected "decide later." Other options are "reset lock," "50/50 chance" and "let key holder decide"

Much as I'm enjoying the frustration of a caged cock, I'm asking myself how much more time I want to risk. I haven't heard from KH yet. I may wait a couple of more days.

Dreams

I woke up again this weak to a dream that my cock wasn't locked. It was rather rude to find that it wasn't true. It's the 2nd time that I've had a similar dream, the first being that the device broke and resulted in my release.

What I find strange is that normally I don't remember my dreams and now within about a week, I've been woken to this similar dream twice. Yes, after 45 days I'm ready for a release. It's going to feel so good.

40 days

It's now 40 days locked and my cock so wants to get hard. Attempts at nocturnal erections are waking me up from my nightly sleep. No idea when this ends.

I'ts now been longer than 1 month.

My cock has been in this cage for over a month now (since April 9th) and would like some relief. I'm regularly being awaken by attempts at nocturnal erections.

Recent draws were a reset card that took me back to the beginning, yesterday I drew a double-up card that doubles the number of red and yellow cards in the deck, greatly reducing the chance of drawing a much needed green card. Then today Corleu made an unknown change in my lock. That the expectation of when I get out, I jerk to orgasm once, then relock I won't be having that feeling much (even once) in the near future.

I have been doing some shopping for a new device.  I like the option of the anti-pullout hook for my PA. What do you think?

Day 26

It's Day 26. Friday I drew a freeze card that freezes the lock for 2-4 days, tonight it will be 2 days.

100+ miles (160+ km) on my bicycle yesterday. No major issues although I was understandably tired, dehydrated and hungry after a 6+ hour ride.

At the moment rather liking the frustration of not having access to my locked cock.