Day 41

It's almost 6 weeks, I'm approaching my longest ever (53 days) which was a few years ago.

I'm still getting the 2 AM wake up calls, yes my cock wants to get hard. I'm ready to lay back and jerk off but it won't be happening soon.

We had a blizzard last weekend, something over a foot of new snow. It got warmer during the week, most of the snow melted and I got in a 37 mile (60 km) bicycle ride yesterday without serious device issues. I'm being careful to use lotion, etc. to try to prevent serious issues.

I'll try to write more often.

Day 33

It's been almost 5 weeks since I've been able to play with my hard cock.  As much as I like the feelings of horniness and frustration I'd like enjoy the pleasure of an orgasm. I'd still like to find a KH here in the Minneapolis area who would control my orgasms.

I thought I was going to spend some time today with a guy from Recon, alas that didn't happen. Maybe we can work something out in the future.

Meanwhile we're having a snow storm here in Minneapolis with all kinds of events being cancelled.

2 AM Wake-up Calls

I've been having 2 am wake-up calls nightly. They certainly don't help my sleep, they remind me of my locked cock and inability to take advantage of it. I'm into Week #5 now and ready for the relief that I won't be getting soon. At least it's not as painful as the Points if Intrigue on the CB series of plastic devices.

On the good news side, I got a message on Recon from a local guy who would potentially be my keyholder. We'll see what develops.

Sunday afternoon

Sunday afternoon, just waiting for the snow to start.

http://lockedinminneapolis.tumblr.com/post/172732472311/its-day-27-im-watching-porn

Why?

Last night I was awaken more than once by my cock fighting against its cage.

Why is it that I subject myself to this? I so want to just lay back and jerk off right now but know that I'm only on Day 26 of a minimum 8 week session. The session could be much longer than that.

On the other side, there is something that makes me want to double my previous longest. That would keep me locked for 3 months. This session could go twice that.

Why is it that my cock swells as much as it can in it's cage when I think of not being able to cum, even get hard for a long time? Yes, I do enjoy the frustration. I do enjoy the horny feeling. I do find something nice about wanting nearly every guy I see to shove their cock in my mouth while I suck on it until I've drained his balls into my mouth.

Perfect situation: I'm naked, on my knees, hands restrained with a hard cock in my mouth ... then we go from there.

Yes, I'm feeling horny in Minneapolis as I sit in this coffee  with hot guys around me.

http://lockedinminneapolis.tumblr.com/

Sleeping and it's interuptions

Being awaken when my cock wants to try a nocturnal erection is adding to the frustration. When it makes me think about why I'm not getting hard it just makes it worse.

Yesterday was "Thinking About My Cock Day"

Yesterday I just couldn't get my mind off not having access to my cock. I'm now into my 4th week without having my hard cock in my hand.

Did I tell you that I like cock?

This is going to be long, I don't know how I'm going to feel if it goes the whole 6 months.

Super horny today

I am super horny The Emlalock games have not been good to me and unless I start doing much better at the games will be wearing this cage for the full 6 months. 6 months is almost 4 times my previous longest. Damn, I can't even get hard, much less cum. I guess I'll get used to it, not that I have a choice.