Device under Speedo

Device under Speedo

Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Not chafing

It's approaching  8 weeks now and I've experienced very little chafing. In the past the chafing by this point has gotten so bad that it has caused removal of the device. I think part of the reason is ring size, another being the anatomical ring that Steelworxx makes for it's chastity devices.  That ring eliminates some of the pinching and allows a bit more movement. I think it will make a much longer lockup very realistic.

I'm not working much this week and next which is giving me to much time to do things that make me want access to my cock.  It also gives me time for play. If you want play that involves me sucking your cock, step to the front of the line.  Other play is welcome too.

I've been swimming or on the spin bike every day other than the holiday.  Feeling good.

Friday, December 25, 2015


I drove 250 miles from Minneapolis to Des Moines yesterday. Nearly one-third of the trip was in a snow storm with traffic either not moving or barely moving.  What should have been a 3 1/2 hour drive took 5 hours.  Not fun, Lots of cars and a couple of trucks in the ditches.

Went to the gym and spent some time on the spin bike prior to the trip, had spent an hour in the pool swimming some strong workouts the previous 3 days.  I'm physically handling the device well, minimal chafing and I am being careful to use lots of lotion to prevent severe chafing.

Getting really tempted by the "random extend" button on Carlilock.  Part of me wants to do it, it certainly would increase the mystery of when I get out.  The other part of me is the question of how much risk to I want to take of still being locked on the 4th of July. I still like the idea being able to count the number of times that I can jerk off in a year on one hand and fill the cage thinking about it.  Random extend would move that one step closer to reality .... still don't know.  It is a serious step.

Monday, December 21, 2015

Carlilock's "random extend"

It's over 6 weeks now.  Carlilock has a function "Random Extend" where your remaining locked time is extended by up to 2 times whatever time is remaining in your lockup.

My cock says"yes" my brain says something else.  

I think I'll sleep on it and decide tomorrow.

Saturday, December 19, 2015

It's been 6 weels

Six weeks without access to my cock.  Approaching my longest ever. In the past I'd always start looking for ways to get the device off about this time, now I have a PA lock which takes away that option.

Yes, I want my cock in my hand.  I want to stroke it.  Who knows, that may well still be a couple of months away. Damn, I'm one horny guy.

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

I just want to lay back and ...

I just want to lay back and jerk off.  It's been nearly 6 weeks now and the idea of waiting another 6 weeks (or more) for the opportunity to do that is torture.

Other than that, life is relatively normal: work, swim, have been out some on the bike and went to a spin class this morning.  Was noticing the device for the first part of the spin class as the PA lock was pinching the cock head at the hole at the end of the device.  Chafing is tolerable and I am using lots of lotion to keep things reasonably comfortable.

Tuesday, December 8, 2015

Starting my 2nd month

I've passed the one month locked mark.  My cock is aching for relief.  Yes, I'm starting to get desperate.  I want to get hard, I want to blow a load.  Unfortunately it won't be happening soon.

With the warmer than usual weather, I was able to get out on my bicycle a couple of times this past weekend riding a total of 60 miles.  No issues with the device while riding.  Swam 2,800 meters yesterday morning without issue and the swimming certainly keeps the device clean.

The saga continues ....

Thursday, December 3, 2015

Fighting the cage

Seems like I've been awaken with my cock fighting it's cage the past few nights.  That has been followed by attempts at morning wood.  Today ends my 4th week locked, lots of time to go.

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

The trip home

Trip home was rather uneventful.  I did set off the metal detector in Berlin.  Told them it was body jewelry.  After a couple of scans with a hand scanner I was asked to "show me your metal"  We went a few feet to behind a curtain, I showed the device and went on my way without additional comment.

After clearing customs and immigration in Detroit, I passed through a body scanner without incident and continued on my way back to Minneapolis.  Long travel day and was ready for some sleep even though I had slept for probably at least half of the trip.

Monday started with an hour swim, then off to work for the day.  A little chafing early and used lots of lotion.  Reapplied lotion around mid-day.

Sunday, November 29, 2015

Back in the USA

Back in the country, I've gotten as far as Detroit and fly back to Minneapolis in a little over an hour.

The trip home has been uneventful.  I did set off the metal detector in the Berlin airport, the TSA person just said "show us your metal."  Not only there but in the bars, the Germans are so unemotional, stoic.  I was told that is because the German language makes it easy, for example there are multiple words for "you" that represent various amounts of closeness to the person you are referring to.

Minimal chafing today.  Slept a few hours on the flight from Paris to Detroit.  Want to swim in the morning before heading off to work.  Not looking forward to the forecast snow.

Saturday, November 28, 2015

Fun post over at Metalbond ... and another night in Berlin

One of my favorite blogs is MetalBond, today he has a nice story about Marknorth who bet his cock and lost.  He is rewarded with another week for each comment to the post on Metal's blog.  I'm swelling in my cage just thinking about his long lockup that can be extended by virtually anyone on the planet, although I guess mine can too with votes on Carlilock just not a week at a time.

Went to CDL in Berlin last night for naked night.  Got to suck some cock, hope it was enjoyed as much as I enjoyed it as it will be a long time until I get mine sucked.

Today, more museums and some shopping.  Friends at home want a "Fist on First Date" shirt that I need to add to my shopping list.

Chaffing is nasty today.

Friday, November 27, 2015

First Night in Berlin

I went to Mutschmanns last night for Naked Night.  It is next door to Guesthouse 21 where I am staying. Lots of cock, many with cock rings but I didn't see any others that were locked.  They do have some nice play space, some sex but not as much as some places.  Drinks were cheap.

Looking at other options for tonight.

Wednesday, November 25, 2015

Sailed through TSA

I'm at the airport in Minneapolis waiting to board my flight to Amsterdam, then Berlin.  I did set off the metal detector and told the guy it was "body jewelry"  He asked "you can't take it off?" and sent me over to the body scanner where I sailed right through.  The whole thing was less than 2 minutes.

Woke up this morning feeling some chafing, primarily because my balls wanted to retract.  Went to the pool and had a good swim for about an hour.  Put a vibrator in my ass for awhile which felt very good. About noon I went out for an hour and a half bicycle ride.  At the beginning of the ride the device felt real good, I was rather liking it, later on I was feeling a bit of chafing.

Due into Berlin at 1:45 PM Berlin time.  Looking forward to a fun weekend, have some clubs with play spaces bookmarked.

Tuesday, November 24, 2015

Today I just want to lay back and stroke it ...

... not wait 3 or so months, just do it now.

Part of it may be thinking of leaving for Berlin tomorrow and thinking about the sexually charged atmosphere while I'm there.

Monday, November 23, 2015

Super Hot Dude

Damn, I really want to stroke my cock today, I'm certainly on the hate side of a love/hate relationship.

I thought I'd share a message string from a couple of weeks ago, his topic from the first message was "Super Hot Dude:"

-- Previous Private Message --
Sent by: Him
Sent: 10 Nov 2015 at 1:00am
You are one super-hot dude. Great metal. You do chastity just the way it should be done. Serious metal, inescapable, no pulling out, total cock submission. You're hot!!

-- Previous Private Message --
Sent by: IamAllTiedUp
Sent: 10 Nov 2015 at 1:27am
Thanks. Now if I can just find a kh somewhere near Minneapolis to keep me horny full time with occasional release (preferably while restrained so I can't play with it)
-- Previous Private Message --
Sent by: Him
Sent: 10 Nov 2015 at 1:32am

That's exactly how I see it too You should be fully restrained. Hands cuffed or tied behind your back with a chain leading from the cuffs up to a locked slave collar. That's the minimum security I'd required. I'd prefer to have your legs shackled too or even better, have you totally strapped down. I would NEVER let you out of your cock bondage until you were completely tied up and helpless. Then I'd remove it. You would never ever be allowed to touch your own unencumbered erect penis again. Permanent chastity. Only when you are strapped down and fully submitted should you be released. But then, I'd definitely treat you right. I like long term locked men to cum good and hard. You don't deserve it, I just like. You deserve to be never enjoy and orgasm or any pleasure from your dick but I enjoy giving it from time to time. Once finished, you'd be cleaned up and relocked BEFORE being untied. Your cock would remain in a state of total cock submission until next time. But, maybe next time you'd only be edged and never know.
-- Previous Private Message --
Sent by: IamAllTiedUp
Sent: 10 Nov 2015 at 2:00am
You would be the perfect kh. Presumably there would be a penalty for cumming without permission

-- Previous Private Message –
Sent by: Him
Sent: 10 Nov 2015 at 2:19am
There wouldn't be any cumming without permission, slave. You must be in a heavy metal cage with PA. No pulling out not stimulation possible. If you can cum, then there's something wrong with your device. However, if you managed a ruined orgasm with a vibrator or something, well then yes. There would be punishment. I prefer having you tied with hands above head in a dungeon. Leg spreaders. Totally vulnerable. Start with a paddling to the point of bruising and welts and ending with a caning to the back of the legs. Or, get you lying on a bondage table that has a head stockade. In the most severe case of repeated violations, your head would be locked in the stockade. You on your stomach. Hands bound behind your back. Your legs pulled widely apart. In this position you are helpless. Can't arch your back. Cannot escape. Cannot stop what might happen to you next. Your man sac would be hanging there containing your fat balls. I'd wrap it with warm soaked cloths to make fully relaxed. Now those balls really hang low.   You would be helpless. I just might bring along a buddy of mine with a bunch of lidocaine and a burdizzo clamp. Do you really want to disobey and cum again without permission, slave? Should I fix this problem you have with unauthorized orgasms permanently? Do I give you one more chance?    
-- Previous Private Message --
Sent by: IamAllTiedUp
Sent: 10 Nov 2015 at 3:06am
Cock is getting hard in its cage thinking about that ....
 .... by "without permission" I was thinking while being edged, not while trying to cheat (which would be punished more harshly.

-- Previous Private Message –
Sent by: Him
Sent: 10 Nov 2015 at 3:30am
Ahhhh.....blowing your slave load while being edged. Well, that's a different story. I love watching a man's orgasm whether accidental or not. You have to remember that either way, whether authorized or not, you would be permanently prevented from ever touching your cock again anyway. If you cum accidently, it would still be my hand and not yours. Never yours. Never. Also remember, an accidental blow is not that satisfying. If I stop stimulating you at the moment of blow, well then it's just a ruined orgasm. Was it worth it?
I would, however, still impose punishment. Once you are shaved, cleaned up, fully relocked and the session ends, I'd put you on the floor. On your knees. Cuff you again. Attach a chain from the cuffs to the back of your locked slave collar. Then I'd tell you how you are going to pay. First, you’re going to suck me off to my satisfaction. This is probably not punishment for you, but it is pleasure for me. Next, I will explain to you that you will not cum again for a minimum of six months. You will be edged and or milked, but not allowed to orgasm for at least six months. That may be extended to a year should I so choose.    I would want you to show me that you understand your place as a locked man whose dick is fully and irrevocably submitted that you cannot cum in such a manner. I want to see remorse. I want to see a locked man fully submit.
But truthfully, all the time you are not allowed to cum, I also deprive myself of the pleasure of making you cum. Hearing you moan, watching you spurt.   I deprive myself of bringing you pleasure by using your dick which you cannot ever use. So it's a two edged sword. I don't want to suffer deprivation as a result of your lack of control. So, you would likely have to suffer a number of ball smacking sessions with a wooden stick. Not too hard. But I do want to see you in pain, straining against your ropes and leather with no way to stop the torture.
Regardless, you still get a six-month sentence. Non-negotiable.

-- Previous Private Message --
Sent by: IamAllTiedUp
Sent: 10 Nov 2015 at 1:59pm
I do find shaving rather erotic, however, a totally smooth head or smooth pits do leave me rather self-conscious

-- Previous Private Message --
Sent by: Him
Sent: 11 Nov 2015 at 12:53am

It should make you feel self-conscious. Once you're locked and under the direction of a Master, you lose your rights to man hair. You seem like a masculine guy so it's particularly gratifying to deprive you of another aspect of your masculinity.


Two days until I leave for Berlin ... need to decide what to pack.

Sunday, November 22, 2015

Germany on Thursday

Thursday I'll be arriving in Berlin and staying for a few days. Looking for guys who want to play and any recommendations for bars with play spaces. 

At least 3 more months

Yes, I learned today that I won't have a chance to unlock for at least 3 more months.  That would more than double my previous longest.  PA lock, metal device, this isn't something I'm going to be getting out of.

I know how I feel after 4 to 6 weeks, now knowing I'll be going much longer I'm feeling that way already.  I want a hard cock, my hard cock.

Saturday, November 21, 2015

It's been two weeks ...

 ... I expect that it will be at least 2 more, maybe much more.

Thursday evening I was at a BLUF Minneapolis event leading into the Mr Minneapolis Eagle weekend.  Nice evening.  On the way to the hotel someone on the street commented "I've seen a bunch of people in black leather, is there something going on?"  Well yes, we did have a little event.

Kink U this afternoon featured a presentation on pressure points and one on lube.

Pre-party for MME in a few minutes, then the Mr Minneapolis Eagle event tonight at the bar.  It should be a fun evening, even if I can't get hard.

Tuesday, November 17, 2015


I had a weekend guest, I spent some time in a straight jacket and other bondage.

I'm now in my 2nd week locked, so I'm not the guy who got the 1-week key, will it be 2 weeks, 4 weeks, more?

Working out of town again this week, long day yesterday that began with a 5 1/2 hour drive.  Feeling just a bit of irritation near the ring of the device.

Thursday, November 12, 2015

Nocturnal erections attempted

Was awaken last night by attempts at nocturnal erections. I guess the good news was that I wasn't wearing a CBxxxx series with the points of intrigue, those things are painful and my cock always seems to want to fight them.

Headed home this afternoon, expecting some weekend play.  Need to do some planning for weekend in Berlin which is now only 2 weeks away.

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Others have joined me

4 of the 5 Carlilock codes offered as Carilock Roulette on LockedMen have been taken. There are 4 of us locked for unknown periods of time, we can have 1 more join us.  I am kind of liking not knowing when I will have the opportunity to get hard again.

Long day again yesterday, crashed early then a short bike ride this morning.  Home this weekend and plan to go to Gear Night at Minneapolis Eagle on Saturday.

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

So far it's going well

I rode my bicycle for an hour this morning and 2-plus hours on Sunday with no major issues.  The only minor issue was some pinching from the PA where it goes through the front of the device an into my urethra. A slight adjustment of the position of the device eliminated the pinching and the remainder of the rides went well ... today's pace averaged 16.2 mph for 17.5 miles, I topped out at 23.5 mph.

Slept well last night, it had been a long day starting with a 5 1/2 hour drive from Minneapolis to Thief River Falls, MN followed by a full day of work.

Had some fun PMs yesterday on LockedMen ... I'll post some of it after I remove the identifying information.  Needless to say it was causing the cock to fill it's cage ... then he mentioned shaving which is a real turn-on to me ... even when the result makes me feel self-conscious.

Monday, November 9, 2015

Frustration seems to be coming early

Starting early today as I'll be driving 5-plus hours to a work project in Northern Minnesota.

The desire for a good jack-off session seems to be coming early this session, not sure why.  It may be because this session may be much longer than I've ever gone before and a certain excitement that comes with that possibility.  I also know how much I'll want it after being unable for so long.

I guess its a bit like bondage, it's not real until you want out.

Sunday, November 8, 2015

After a long break ... locked again

After a few months break, locked again on Friday (6 November) in my Steelworxx Looker 03.  My PA lock goes through the device, it won't be coming off.  I selected 1 of 5 Carlilock keys where "There is one 1-week lock up, two 2-week lock ups, one 4-week lock up, and one... well, lets just say we will get to know eachother very well." I have no idea how long until I have an opportunity to cum .... I do like that feeling.  MasterDomonic on Recon is the keyholder.  MasterDomonic does have some hot pictures on his Recon profile.

My first mornings' attempts at morning wood did fill the cage.  The frustrated cock didn't want to give on its attempt and I couldn't do anything about it.

Short story, horny boi here in Minneapolis is hungry for cock.

Sunday, June 7, 2015

Not knowing when

Not knowing when I will eventually get unlocked seems to be exciting me.  Every time I think about it my cock expands as much as it is able in its cage.  Will it be next week (probably not) next month, just when?

It's summer here in Minneapolis, guys are wearing less clothing.  My cock is straining inside its cage, it is craving relief.

Sunday, May 31, 2015

IML, the aftermath. Locked in new device.

IML is now in the past. I was especially horny having been locked for the entire event.  Not that I wouldn't have been horny anyway in that environment but it was raised to an even higher level, sex going on all around me and my cock is locked in this little cage.

I bought a bunch of stuff, 2 pairs of leather pants from Rubio Leather plus a leather muscle shirt. I especially like the leather fireman's pants.  From Fort Troff, I bought the bondage bed kit, would you look good restrained by it?  Then I bought a pair of leather fist mits from Mr. S.  I spent a bit more than I had planned but it is good stuff that will last a long time.

Then Thursday I was briefly unlocked.  Unlocked long enough to change devices and am now in a Steelworxx Revenge.  Due to sizing it's much more suited for long-term wear. Due to the size of the hole in the device, I needed to change to a slightly smaller gauge PA lock (which I already had).

My key is held by Premier.  We're using Carlilock.  I'm not expecting to be unlocked soon.

Monday, May 25, 2015

After the IML Victory Party: Attempted Nocturnal Erections

 I came back to the hotel after last night's IML Victory Party.  Stayed in the lobby for a bit, then decided to get some sleep.

Not a good night for sleeping.  My body decided it wanted to spend the evening with nocturnal erections.  They didn't want to go away.  I didn't help any when I rolled over in the bed and saw a couple of guys going at it in the window on the other side of the atrium.

One more big party tonight, then home tomorrow.

Sunday, May 24, 2015


It seems as my new motto is "the only hard cock that I'm going to experience is yours."  It's Sunday, I have today and tomorrow here.  Tons of hot guys are making my cock fight against it's cage.  That and I have no clue how long I'm locked for but fully expect that it will be longer than I've ever been locked before.  Previous longest is about 2 months at which point I was climbing the walls looking for a way to escape.  This time it's a metal device with a PA lock, there is no way to escape this..

Friday, May 22, 2015

IML has begun

I arrived in Chicago Wednesday afternoon for IML.  I had no TSA issues at the Minneapolis airport when I came down.

So many hot guys here, it has quickly become a love/hate relationship with the device.  Certainly the cage is filled as my cock expands as much as it can .... which isn't very much.  I've volunteered to help demo a sling that Leather Archives & Museum is raffling off, stop by Friday between 5 and 6 and see me.

Time to get ready to head to the Vendors Market and do some shopping and get my hair buzzed off/shaved before I do the demo.

Monday, May 18, 2015

Who is going to IML?

This is slightly off-topic, but who is going to IML and interested in giving me a shave? Your cock in my mouth while I'm well restrained would be a nice added touch.

I'll be staying in the host hotel, arrive Wednesday afternoon.

Sunday, May 17, 2015

The PA is healed and now in use for it's intended purpose

I decided the PA was healed enough to use the PA lock in my Steelworxx Revenge.  This thing won't be slipping off, no way for removal without the keys with the PA lock.  The PA lock is a 2 gauge.

Then I took a Carlilock code for an unknown duration.

Still would like to find a KH somewhere near Minneapolis who will keep me locked most of the time and make sure that I'm relocked anytime that I come for any reason.

Loving the horniness.  Looking forward to being locked for IML.

Thursday, April 9, 2015

PA Healing

I'm seeing some improvement but it might take awhile.  It's certainly now more comfortable to take a piss.

One issue is a small slice of skin that was taken from the top of my penis head during the piercing.  Initially a small amount of bleeding was causing it to stick to my underwear.  I think that problem has ended although the slice isn't completely healed ... ahh the things you don't expect.

Just hoping the whole thing is healed and there is a lock in there when IML rolls around next month.

Friday, April 3, 2015

It has been to long

I've been traveling a lot, both work and pleasure.  Back home now.

I had my PA redone yesterday, it had fallen out while traveling and grown shut.  The redo was with a 2 gauge, bigger than what I had before.  I felt it more while getting it done than last time, the piercer said it was because more stretching was involved than with the smaller one I had done before.

Anyway as soon as it heals, ready for some very secure chastity, I'm missing it and am excited to relinquish control again.