Seed Pod video

[Videos deleted due to rule changes]

You asked for pictures, here's some video.  Adding loss of access to my balls is a whole new dimension, seems especially strange when I shower.


Congratulations to the new Mr. Chicago Leather Miguel Torres who was selected last weekend.  I enjoyed the trip to Chicago last weekend

Putting on the Seedpod Chastity Cage

After my appointment with the doctor earlier in the week, I put on my new Seedpod Chastity Cage.  At first it was a challenge to put it on.  The ring behind the cock and balls is small enough that getting my balls through wasn't easy, it took a couple of tries.

It is secure, its held closed with a hex nut with the padlock blocking access to the hex nut.  It's not very noticeable under my reasonably tight jeans.

It will need to come off as I go through TSA on my flight to Chicago for the Mr. Chicago Leather weekend.  I expect that the device will be locked on during the entire time that I'm in Chicago and then again as soon as I get home (if not as soon as I'm through TSA on the trip home).

Other than greater security, the big difference in this device is that in addition to my cock, I no longer have access to my balls.

My new cage has been shipped

My Seed Pod Chastity Cage was shipped from Mr. S yesterday.  I want to be wearing it.  The Birdlock needs to come off for a couple of hours for a doctor appointment next week which will be a perfect opportunity to put on the new device.  Not only does it keep the cock protected but also the balls.

Other than that I'm planning a trip to Chicago in just over a week for Mr. Chicago Leather.

Last night was difficult

I'm not sure why last night seemed so difficult.  I was awakened several times by attempts at nocturnal erections which, of course, I couldn't do any thing about.  All it did was remind me that the rules are rather strict and I won't be getting off much this year.

What's a guy to do?

It's been a little chilly here in Minnesota, I can't jerk off on these cold winter days.  What to do?

Over the weekend I tried one of those herbal erectile enhancing pills.  It certainly kept my cage full, the porn I kept looking at certainly may have been an added factor.

Then there were the tit clamps.  I got a couple of new sets of nipple toys, confirmed my nips are sensitive (of course I knew that).

It hasn't been that long. I'd really like to jerk off, it's going to take some time until I just accept that I can't.

Comfort in revealing fetishes

Why do I, and I think many others, feel more comfortable revealing or discussing our fetishes at sometimes/some places more than others?  

Take, for example, my chastity.  In cities where bars have “naked night” I’ve attended wearing a device and found a number of people interested in it.  Same with sex clubs and I’ll admit that watching a jack off show when your cock is locked is extremely frustrating , makes one extremely horny and certainly is a reminder of one’s situation.  

Often at bars/clubs I’m very open about my interests or if I’m currently locked.  On a couple of occasions I’ve met potential key holders because of that openness.  In some other public places I’d have no problem revealing or discussing chastity or being locked.

On the other extreme is the pool and the gym.  Although I might be getting better over time, I still take most of my shower with my suit on.  I’ve gotten to the point where I will take off my suit toward the end of my shower and face the wall, then start toweling off and wrap the towel around my waist prior to leaving.  I’ll generally start dressing while still wearing the towel unless I’m in a location where no one will see me.

What do I lose or gain by hiding the fact that I don’t have access to part of my body?  Would anyone that I care anything about think of me negatively because of it?  The rest of my life is rather public, why do I have the hang-up with this?

On a completely (well almost completely) different topic, while web surfing the other day I found The Horse Fair (Fickstutenmarkt) http://www.fickstutenmarkt.com/?s=index&l=en  Typically in the sexual sense of the work I not that much of an anal guy.  Sure I like the occasional toy or finger in my ass, even an occasional cock.  However this event seems like it could be heaven (figuratively as being an Atheist I don’t believe the place exists).   

Makes on want to go to Europe, it’s been about 6 months since I was last there.  It’s been longer since I’ve been to Germany; my last time in Germany was in September 2001 when my return home was delayed due to events in New York City.