Device under Speedo

Device under Speedo

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

What am I getting into?

Don't get me wrong, I love chastity.  But sometimes a guy just craves release.  I'm feeling that now, probably partly because I know it's not happening soon, partly because I know it won't be happening often, and partly because I know that I'll be paying for it with a shaved head.

I know my first chance is in late January when a doctor appointment coincides with the maximum setting on the Emlalack session.  Would I really want to leave myself with only 4 more release opportunities for the year, do I have this thing set up so that I won't get the maximum 5 releases anyway (perhaps I find a KH who is much more strict than what I set up, perhaps he's more kind and allows more).

I ordered a Seed Pod Cage today that I expect to put on after the doctor appointment.  Not only will the cock be locked but balls too.  That leaves me with my nips and ass for adventure.  I ordered some tit and ass toys too.

Many times I've thought I should be locked for most of the year meaning more often than not.  This keeps me locked for at least 95% of the next year.  Can you say "really horny submissive"?  I think that will describe me.

BTW, I played the "Wheel of Fortune" game and added a day to my time.  I probably should play Chastity Bingo at one of my chances for release.  I seem to be willing to gamble access to my cock.

Monday, December 30, 2013

My 2014 plans for the time until I find a local KH

I’ve thought about my 2014 chastity over the weekend, becoming both nervous and excited about it. 
Although I’ll be looking for a local KH to take charge, until he is found these will be the rules:

  • I’ll be using to control access to the keys
  • Any time that I’m released, should I elect to release a load, I must immediately relock and start a new session.  Should I release a load I am required to shave my head.  If you see me with a smooth head you’ll know that I’ve recently had a release and am again securely locked.  Should I elect not to cum, the minimum time of the next lock-up will be 1 week for each full day that I was unlocked.  The maximum number of days that I can be unlocked during 2014 is 15, should 15 days be reached my only options are to unlock the device, jerk-off (and shave) and immediately re-lock or to not unlock and  immediately start a new session.
  • I am allowed to jerk off to release a maximum of 5 times (I was originally thinking 6 times) during the year.  Should I reach 5 times I will remain locked for the remainder of 2014.
  • At some point in the year I will remain locked for a continuous period, without release, for a minimum of 4 months (17 weeks or 122 days).  That would exceed my longest ever
  • I must play a minimum of 2 of the emlalock games that either increase or decrease my time locked each week.  To avoid only playing low risk games, I cannot play the same game 2 consecutive times.

In the past I’ve always said that I needed to be release for certain swim meets and a few other major events, during 2014 I’m going to learn to deal with it.

I locked up 3 days ago, so going into the year locked.  This will keep me horny and frustrated for 2014.  

Saturday, December 28, 2013

Thinking about chastity

It's a love/hate affair.  When I'm not locked I start to miss it.  When I'm locked I crave the chance for relief but every time I get out I know that I could last longer.

I've been thinking about some challenges for the next year.  Challenges that will keep me locked most of the time but allow infrequent relief.  Certainly an in-person KH would be ideal, since I don't currently have on I'm currently using

Until I find a KH to take control, I'm thinking something like this.
  • For every time I get unlocked, as soon as I cum I immediately relock and start a new session
  • I'm only allowed to cum a specific maximum number of times during the year, after I reach that number I stay locked for the remainder of the year.
  • Perhaps play some games that may extend the amount of time I'm locked
Anyone with some sadistic suggestions, drop me a line.

I remain filling my cage thinking about it.

Friday, December 27, 2013