I'm feeling rather submissive

Beginning my 4th week and I'm feeling rather submissive.  Since one option has been taken away, I can be restrained on my knees with someone's cock shoved in my mouth.  I've been told that I'm good at taking care of a guy orally.  I can't take care of mine but certainly can take care of someone else.

Other than that, things have been going well.  The chaffing problem seems to be getting better and I have been in the pool every day this week.  The 90 degree days we've had much of the week and expect most of next certainly don't help any as the confinement of the cage prevents any movement to cool off.

It was a fun weekend. It was a busy weekend.

It was a fun weekend.  It was a busy weekend.

Friday I stopped on my way home from work at Harriet Brewing, a cool little micro brewery with a Tap Room that's open Wednesday through Saturday and often has live music.  Had some fun, mostly travel related, conversations with some folks I met there.  Needless to say, my short stop became longer than intended.  Beer does make for a no-fat dinner.

Saturday evening was the Twin Cities Gay Men's Chorus Pride concert.  It was the final concert before the Artistic Director's retirement.  Stan has led the chorus for 12 years, it was an emotional event.  Next season begins with a new Artistic Director who was in attendance Saturday for the passing of the baton.

I woke up earlier than intended this morning, laying in bed and not realizing the time until my alarm didn't go off as expected.  That extra hour would have been the perfect time for some jo action, only having access to the plastic cage down there just doesn't do it.  I seem to be reminded of that at the most inopportune time.

It's been rather quiet

As I complete Week 2, it's been rather quiet with life being rather normal.  I'm still being awakened at night as I try to become erect.  Lots of swimming (it will be over 30,000 meters this week) without any problems (other than being a bit tired)

This weekend is Pride in Minneapolis, it will be a busy weekend with a Twin Cities Gay Men's Chorus concert Saturday evening and the parade on Sunday.  Looks like the weather will be prime.

Frustration

It's not just that I can't even get hard, much less get relief, it's that it's going to be so long until I can. 

Given how much I can feel the cage, I clearly want to be able to.  Again, the frustration isn't just that I can't but that I won't be able to any time soon.  Not being able to stretch out in this hot, humid, sticky weather certainly doesn't help.

Into week 2

I'm into Week #2 and the realization is there that this is going to be a long time.  I'm reminded to often that I don't have the ability to provide myself with any relief. 

My balls feel ready to explode, much as if I were naked and tied to something while someone edged me to the point just before I exploded but refused to allow me to cum.

The last few nights of sleep have been rough. I've been awaken several times each night attempting nocturnal erections and finding it rather painful.  If it weren't for the device I'd play with it but playing with a piece of plastic just doesn't do it.

Next weekend is Pride, lots happening.

Rough night sleep

It was a rough night sleeping.  I was awakened by attempts at nocturnal erections that just wouldn't go away and, of course, I couldn't do anything about it.  The medium length points of intrigue that are in my CB2K weren't helping matters at all, they were just adding to the reminder that I wasn't going to get any relief.  A rude reminder at that.

I went toy shopping and bought a nice fabric straight jacket, it should be fun. 

Swimming in chastity

First thanks to those who have suggested some belt types I can swim in.  Some of them look like good possibilities, I'm still looking at options.

Swam 4,200 meters this morning, a typical hour and a half in the pool for me.  I experienced a small amount of chafing ... note to self: lotion is your friend.  Nothing that is going to stop me from doing anything.  The CB2000 is a good device for swimming, it's easy to keep it clean and everything dries quickly, I think more quickly than the CB3000.  To bad they don't make it any more.

Being as this isn't going to be ending soon, I went online and ordered some loose fitting swim suits today.  The device has a tendency to puncture or tear a tight fitting suit.  Gotta admit a CB can look hot with a tight fitting suit, although many wouldn't figure it out.

All for now, back to the pool tomorrow morning.

When fantasy becomes reality …. or I’m f**k’d

I’ve been locked in chastity numerous times, never more than 6 to 8 weeks.  I’d often fantasized of being locked for 3 to 6 months, at the start having no idea how long the imprisonment of my cock would last.  Now Cagecommunity has the key and I’m realizing that this is going to be a long ride.  Short version: I’m f**k’d.  I was reminded of that a couple of times last night when I was awakened by my attempts at nocturnal erections.

But it is exciting.  It certainly emphasizes my submissive side and I do love to suck cock, it’s best when I’m naked and well restrained just to make it clear who is not in charge.  Actually almost anything involving restraints is good.

I’m also already noticing that guys I see on the street seem hotter.  This usually takes a couple of weeks.  If I’m feeling that way now, I can only imagine what it will be like in a couple of months.  I’ll be climbing the walls.

I got an email from a guy who said that he had accidently cum while cleaning and shaving.  Being that I’m in the Midwest and the keys on the West Coast, it won’t be coming off.  I do swim nearly every day for an hour or more which runs a lot of water through it and a CB2000 (I don’t think they make them any more) cage is relatively easy to keep clean.  When I was wearing the CB3000 or Birdlocked the “stay clean” theory was about the same.  One advantage of the CB2000 is the smaller cage doesn’t allow as much room for expansion.  I used the Birdlocked-mini which caused some nasty chafing problems, I might try the regular size Birdlocked or the Punisher sometime. 

I’d still like to get a full belt and am open to suggestions for something that would work for a guy who spends an hour or so nearly every day in a swimming pool.  It needs to fit under a suit and allow me to bend at the waist.

As I sit at my desk and feel the device, the medium length Points of Intrigue are in, it keeps reminding me that it’s there and my cock tries to expand.  It’s keeping me thinking about my cock and wanting relief even more than I normally do.

Yes, I wanted this.   I’m f**k’d.

The keys are gone

The keys are on their way for safe keeping.  I know that it will be 3 to 6 months before I have a chance to jerk off and shoot a nice load.  Yes, likely doubling my previous longest time and my first venture into serious chastity in nearly a year.

I did resist the urge to remove the device before I sent away the keys, put a spreader bar between my legs and shoot what would have been a big load given that I've been wearing the device and not even able to get hard for 3 days now.  I guess 3 days is now a very short amount of time.

What will I get into next?

I got a note today regarding some pics I had posted on Recon of guys getting hair cut/shaved while well restrained.  That is action that I'd take either side of, or just watch.

He asked me if I needed to have my head & balls shaved.  In addition to commenting that escape proof restraint should be required and objections ignored, I asked why limit to head and balls.

It's been a long time since I've had a smooth head, longer yet since I've had any hair cut or shave while restrained.  Something tells me that if it starting happening and I said verbally that I didn't like it, something else would be saying that I was rather excited about it and my CB cage would be full.

Is there such a thing as to many fetishes?

I'm back !!

After a long break, I'm back in chastity.  Locked the CB2000 on yesterday.  The key is currently in the glove compartment of my car which is in the garage 30 floors below my apartment.  It will soon be under the control of a long distance key holder.

Let the new adventure begin!!