Device under Speedo

Device under Speedo

Friday, September 9, 2011

Not healed, but ....

I certainly have a way to go before the healing is complete, however, I was really missing my cock being locked.  I decided to try something.

I put on my CB2000 with the long points of intrigue.  I suspect the chafing problem I developed will be okay until I go to the pool and swim tomorrow, I'll take it off then.  I think the serious chafing takes place when I'm swimming, especially the continuous rubbing that comes when I kick.  I think it happens less when I pull with a pull bouy and don't kick.

We'll see how long it takes until I try to get hard and the points start to bite.

Monday, September 5, 2011


My little injury is beginning to heal although I think it may take a while to heal completely.  I'm having 2 completely opposite feelings.

First, I'm missing being locked.  I had expected to be locked much longer and not knowing when I'd been able to cum, even get hard.  There is something hot about not knowing when it will happen next, having someone else decide when it is going to happen.  I was expecting 2 to 4 months and was running possibilities longer than that through my mind.  What if I could only come a handful of times during a year, what if when I got out I was allowed cum once and then relocked?  So many possibilities.

On the other hand it's nice to be able to get hard.  Yesterday I did cum for the first time in over a month, I put a spreader bar between my legs, hood and gag and enjoyed.  Yes, I did shoot a long way.

Due to the problems, I won't be wearing the Birdlock Mini for an extended period, I may look at the dimensions of the regular Birdlock and see if it looks like a possibility.  The "Punisher" looks interesting although again I'm not sure it's long term.  My guess right now is I'll be in a CB2000.  The open question is when? 

Thursday, September 1, 2011


A problem developed.  The ring on the tube was tight enough that it started ripping away skin.

I tried moving the tube and my sack, however I wasn't able to move it anything enough to take the pressure off to allow healing. 

Looking back I don't think there is anyway that I could have used enough of anything (I used both lotions and vasoline type lube as you can't use silicone lube with the Birdlock) to prevent some kind of damage as there is a constant pressure.  I've never had similar problems with either a CB2000 or CB3000.  We'll see how long it takes to heal, then try again.  I guess it's part of live and learn.