Device under Speedo

Device under Speedo

Sunday, March 27, 2011

A Long Weekend

I've spent the weekend in a hotel looking at art work submitted to exhibit at a summer art fair.  There is one particularly hot guy in the room that I'd love to get with.  Not doing much, I just wanted to get hard.

I did get out one of the vibrating ass toys, felt so good.  It's been 4 weeks now since I had a chance to cum, even to get hard.  Yes, I'm at the point where I really want to go and jerk myself off, I want to feel the cum when my balls release.

I'm feeling a bit of chafing which serves to remind me that I'm wearing the device, it's also reminding me of what I can't do.  The frustration continues.

Friday, March 25, 2011

Birdlocked has arrived and a visitor

The Birdlocked I'd ordered from Mr. S arrived Wednesday.  Interesting looking device.  I'd like to put it on, however, that won't be happening until I get out of the CB2000.  The swim meet that I get out for is 3 weeks away.  Until then I only get to fanticize about wearing it.  It certainly doesn't look like something that one will slip out of.

Had a visitor Sunday, a guy I'd long been chatting with on Recon.  Was nice to get a chance to play with cock, even if it's not mine.

Got a surprise this week.  I got a message on Facebook from a regular at a bar that I spend some time at.  The message asked if I was interested in seeing some pics of him naked.  My first thought was that his FB account had been hacked.  When I first met him, I thought he might be gay, his profile says "interested in women"  I first sent him a note asking if his account had been hacked, he responded that he had intended to send me that.  Last night, sitting at the bar, he showed me pics he had on his Blackberry.  Ummm possibilities, cute guy, could be fun.

Busy weekend, all for now.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Just ordered the Birdlocked

Actually the Mr. S. version which they call "The Boy Trainer" It's on sale now for $99.95.  It should be here by the end of the week but I won't be able to wear it until mid-April when the CB2000 comes off for a swim meet.  After the meet, the new device goes on until a meet at the end of April.  After a mid-May meet I'll stay locked until a meet in July, then perhaps, until the end of the year.

I'm not liking the attempts at morning wood, up until 3 weeks ago that would be a time for some relief, a chance to empty the balls.  After 3 weeks without even being able to get fully hard, I'm really feeling the need for relief.  What's a locked up gay guy to do?

Friday, March 18, 2011

St. Patrick's Day

Went out to a St. Patrick's Day celebration at a place know as "The Local" last night.  It's a few blocks from where I live in downtown Minneapolis.  The Local claims to be the #1 seller of Jamison's Irish, they've just introduced their own brand which probably brought in some extra people.

I'm horny enough now that I was ready to drop and service all of them (the men anyway).  The frustration is certainly building, especially when I know I won't be getting hard for nearly another month.

I'm at Happy Hour now, it isn't any better even though the guys aren't as good looking.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Into my 3rd week

I'm now 3 days into my 3rd week in a CB2000.  3 plus weeks without a chance to cum, even to get hard. 4 plus more weeks until I get out for my next swim meet.  uggg.

I'm finding that I don't make as much of an effort to hide the CB as I have on previous adventures in chastity.  I'll take my suit off while showering after I've been swimming, something I do nearly every day and I'll use the urinals in a public restroom.  I don't know if anyone has noticed, no one has said or asked anything.

Still being awakened most nights by my attempts at nocturnal erections.  That I'm wearing the medium length points of intrigue isn't helping, although they aren't nearly as painful as the long ones.

Still thinking of getting the Birdlocked device as after the swimming season is over I expect to be locked for several months.  I'm getting a bit of chafing in the CB2000 and am hoping that the silicon device with it's different ring shape may help.  At one time I was looking at a device from New Zealand but can't remember the name and haven't been able to find it.

Ready to take care of someone's cock since I can't do anything with my own.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Nine Days.

It's been 9 days, my balls are already needing some relief.  That, however, is more than a month away.  The only thing for sure is that a multi-month experience beginning later in the year will be interesting.

Being away from home this week isn't making things any easier.  Lack of the normal distractions of home only leaves me with more time thinking about the relief I'm unable to get.

The device is reasonably comfortable if I'm not trying to get hard.  Use of ample lotion is keeping chafing away.  From a comfort standpoint, it could stay on for a long time.

I'm thinking of ordering the Birdlocked device for next time.  It appears that the silicone may be more comfortable than the hard plastic of the CB2000.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Ending the first week

I admit it, I want to get hard, it's been nearly a week.  I'd been doing it every day, and more than once each day.  I've been trying some other stimulation, vibrating insertables, nip clamps.  I'm not sure that it helps, it just makes me want to get hard again.  The meet for which the CB comes off is still 6 weekends from this.

I woke up about 2:45 this morning attempting a nocturnal erection. I'm wearing the medium length points of intrigue, while not painful as the long ones they do get my attention.

Since I can't take care of my own, I'm craving taking someone else's in my mouth.

Friday, March 4, 2011

Day 5 - Friday

I woke up early this morning, my body was attempting morning wood.  Decided that there wasn't any reason to stay in bed so did some of the normal morning stuff.  Left early for my morning swim and got in 5,000 yards before heading to work.  There seemed to be more hot guys in the shower than normal for that time of day.

This will be my first weekend locked, no real plans yet.  Fly do Denver Sunday evening for a few days.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

4th Day

One of the things I'd forgotten during my long layoff is how it feels to know that I'm not even going to be able to get hard for 6 weeks.  My balls feel like they want to release as I'm sitting at a bar typing this.  How will I feel when I know it might be 6 months?  I'm both excited and nervous about that.

Another thing that I remembered, but not the intensity is how hot guys I might not pay that much attention to look.  There were several on the bus tonight who I wanted to shove their cocks in my mouth right now, same with the guy just to the right of me here at the bar.

I'm going to Denver for work next week.  Previously I went to a sauna/bath there while locked and watched a jerk off show, talk frustration!

Where I think I want to go

For the remainder of the year, I want to be locked (much) more often than not.  My limit is not beingI locked when I'm competing in a swim meet.  My current plans for meets are April 16-17, April 29-May 1, May 15 and a 4 day meet in Honolulu the weekend after 4th of July.  I expect to be locked between meets.

After the July meet, I'd like to try 3 to 6 months.  Just don't tell me how long before I'm safely and securely locked.

As I said, the key is on the West Coast.  It would be nice if it were closer by and someone could be sure it was kept properly smooth, abused, etc.

Return to Chastity - Feb. 28, 2011

My cock had been freely available to me since last summer.  I was taking full advantage of it, at a minimum I'd get hard every evening when going to bed and again in the morning.  There was an easy to reach cum rag on or near the bed and a large bottle of lube next to the bed.  I'd jerk off "because I can" and, of course, it feels so good.

But I was missing being locked.

Monday Feb. 28th that changed.  I locked my CB2000 back on, first with the long "Points of Intrigue."  Tuesday I contacted a person who had held my key in the past, changed the long points (can't handle those long term) for medium points and mailed the key to the West Coast.

I'm now locked in a CB2000 until I swim in a swim meet in mid-April, nearly 7 weeks away.

My background

I played with chastity from time to time for the past few years, my longest time locked is 6 weeks which I've done a few times.  I own both a CB2000 and CB3000, the CB2000 works better for me as it doesn't allow me room to expand.