Device under Speedo

Device under Speedo

Saturday, November 30, 2019

Centurion Has Complete and Absolute Ownership of my Cock

Yes, I haven't written for a while. My lock from the end of June lasted 68 days which is my personal best.

After a period of freedom, I locked again on October 8th, it's now been 52 days. Not really expecting to be out until the end of the year or later. Looking forward to new adventures in chastity for 2020.

Wednesday, July 3, 2019

Ups and downs

Sometimes I love this device, other times I hate it.

Sometimes I enjoy the frustration of not having access to my cock and not knowing when that will happen again. Other times I just want to lay back and stroke it right now.

Today I've had all of those feelings. I drew a reset card which took me back to the number of red and yellow cards that I had at the beginning, then I drew 3 double-up cards that doubles the number of each of those cards in the deck.

Not working much today gets me thinking about those things. It also gets me thinking about BDSM activities and games related to chastity many of which are only really possible without a local KH.

So this cock remains locked in its cage in my Loring Park area of Minneapolis apartment without much hope of getting out soon.

Monday, July 1, 2019

This could be a long one

This could be long. ChastiKey is dealing me lots of yellow cards that are adding multiple red cards. Add that to drawing double-up cards that double the number of red and yellow cards in the deck.

I may have made things worse be starting this session so soon after the last one ended. During that 11 day break I was traveling for business for over half of the days. I'm already craving a hard cock.

Friday, June 28, 2019

Locked again

After 11 days I'm locked again. Another ChastiKey code, we'll see how long it lasts. I've been locked more time this year than unlocked, that may be a trend.

Friday, June 21, 2019

68 Days. New record.

I got my release after 68 days, 12 days longer than my previous longest.

Expecting that I'll be locked again soon.

Friday, June 7, 2019

Into new territory

A few days ago I passed my previous longest of 8 weeks. I don't know how much longer this will go. I do know that my cock wants out of that cage.

Monday, May 27, 2019

A decision to make

Yesterday (Day 47) I drew a 4th green card which enables my release. I selected "decide later." Other options are "reset lock," "50/50 chance" and "let key holder decide"

Much as I'm enjoying the frustration of a caged cock, I'm asking myself how much more time I want to risk. I haven't heard from KH yet. I may wait a couple of more days.

Friday, May 24, 2019

Dreams

I woke up again this weak to a dream that my cock wasn't locked. It was rather rude to find that it wasn't true. It's the 2nd time that I've had a similar dream, the first being that the device broke and resulted in my release.

What I find strange is that normally I don't remember my dreams and now within about a week, I've been woken to this similar dream twice. Yes, after 45 days I'm ready for a release. It's going to feel so good.

Sunday, May 19, 2019

40 days

It's now 40 days locked and my cock so wants to get hard. Attempts at nocturnal erections are waking me up from my nightly sleep. No idea when this ends.

Saturday, May 11, 2019

I'ts now been longer than 1 month.

My cock has been in this cage for over a month now (since April 9th) and would like some relief. I'm regularly being awaken by attempts at nocturnal erections.

Recent draws were a reset card that took me back to the beginning, yesterday I drew a double-up card that doubles the number of red and yellow cards in the deck, greatly reducing the chance of drawing a much needed green card. Then today Corleu made an unknown change in my lock. That the expectation of when I get out, I jerk to orgasm once, then relock I won't be having that feeling much (even once) in the near future.

I have been doing some shopping for a new device.  I like the option of the anti-pullout hook for my PA. What do you think?

Sunday, May 5, 2019

Day 26

It's Day 26. Friday I drew a freeze card that freezes the lock for 2-4 days, tonight it will be 2 days.

100+ miles (160+ km) on my bicycle yesterday. No major issues although I was understandably tired, dehydrated and hungry after a 6+ hour ride.

At the moment rather liking the frustration of not having access to my locked cock.

Saturday, April 27, 2019

Day 18

As I expected KH didn't grant release and the key is not available for an unknown amount of time. I'm liking the frustration of not having access to my cock and it certainly swells when I think about that not changing soon.

I did draw a green card today. I need to draw all of them, I just don't know how many all of them is.

Balls are full. Last session was 56 days. Will this one be longer?

Tuesday, April 23, 2019

14 days

A few days back I drew a reset card that put me back to the beginning. Today, after 14 days I drew the green card that allowed my release.

I selected the option "Let Key Holder Decide" We'll see what happens.

Thursday, April 11, 2019

Day 56, release and relocked

At Day 56 I drew the 2nd green card that gave me release. For release I selected the option "let keyholder decide" and also texted KH. I was having some issues with my phone's touch screen not always being responsive about the same time.  I didn't hear anything from KH and destroyed the locked keybox for the release that I had earned with the 2nd green card.

Still not hearing anything from that KH and after being free for 9 days, I took another ChastiKey lock. This one has everything hidden: I don't know what the cards are in the deck and the KH can make changes whenever he wishes. I initially drew 2 "draw again" cards that are in there when everything is hidden so that I really don't know the number of meaningful cards in the deck, then a yellow that added 3 reds, then a red card. Today I started with a yellow that subtracted 2 of those reds, a green card (and I don't know how many there are but I need to find all of them), then a red.

Later in the day I got a message that KH had made a change but since everything is hidden I have no clue what the change is.

No clue how long this lasts and I'm already at the point where I see so many guys I'd like to take to bed with me buy I'm the guy whose cock doesn't get any pleasure. It just fills the cage whenever I think about how long it might be.

Saturday, March 16, 2019

It's Day 31

It's Day 31 and I finally drew a green card yesterday. I'm not sure how I feel about that. If I'm released with less than 2 months locked, I'll need to start a new session without unlocking. Running ChastiKey simulations with my remaining deck I get averages of about 45 days, low of out on my next draw (I need 2 green cards) and maximums of 5 to 6 more months.

My chance of drawing a card that releases me before the 13th of April (the date I will have been locked for 2 months) is probably reasonably high. Between starting a new session without unlocking and how this one could go my chance of being locked into May, June or even July is probably reasonably high. For a guy whose previous longest is 8 weeks, that's a long time.

I got some new toys in the mail yesterday. 2 8-ounce metal ball weights from Mr. S. I've been trying them but it will take some time to be able to wear them for long periods of time.

Other than that it's been over a month now without being able to play with my hard cock.

Sunday, March 10, 2019

Day 26

It's now Day 26 and ChastiKey hasn't shown me a green card yet ... I need 2 of them to get unlocked. There are 2 green cards and 2 double-up cards currently in the deck. Double-up cards double the number of red and yellow cards in the deck which greatly reduces the chance of drawing a needed green card.

I'll likely increase my previous longest of 8 weeks, which I both want and don't want. Cock wants to get hard and is waking me up at night to tell me that. Chastity can be so frustrating.

Saturday, February 23, 2019

The Cards Haven't Been Good to Me

The cards haven't been good to me, I drew another double-up card yesterday. As the cards stand now the average remaining time locked is 81 more days and potentially into the early part of 2020. ChastiKey can be nasty. KH is laughing at my situation. I'm in Day 11 now, cock is straining in it's cage. My balls want some relief.

Tuesday, February 19, 2019

The Mind Fuck

I go back to work this week so probably will be writing less frequently.

It's been nearly a week since I've given up access to my cock, gotten hard, had a chance to cum. Although it will likely go 2 or 3 months, which takes me into new territory, the possibility of going nearly a full year is a real mind fuck.

When I start straining against the cage, I start thinking of how long it might be. The credit card advertising tag line "Imagine the Possibilities" is messing with my mind.

Sunday, February 17, 2019

A Bad Draw plus Chastity, Viagra and a Sleep Sack

My freeze ended after 3 1/2 days allowing me to pick another CastiKey card. I picked a double up card, doubling the number of red cards and yellow cards in the deck. Now I have a lessor chance of picking on of the 2 green cards I need for release.

Yesterday was the Mr. Twin Cities Leather contest. I took a viagra shortly before going to a pre-event party prior to the contest. I spent part of the party in a sleep sack. Cock was certainly fighting it's cage.

As the cards currently stand, I can expect more than 2 more months with the possibility of over 6 months. My current longest is 8 weeks, it will be one frustrated cock.

Saturday, February 16, 2019

Nocturnal erections


At some point last night I was awakened while attempting a nocturnal erection. All it was doing is remind me that I can't plan on getting hard anytime soon. That also was exciting me as my cock kept fighting harder against its cage,

Friday, February 15, 2019

I'm getting nervous

I'm starting to get nervous about the theoretical possibility of being locked for the next 9 months. Yes, mathematically that's not likely but it is possible. I know how I felt at 8 weeks.

This weekend is the Mr. Twin Cities Leather contest. I'm planning on going to a number of events, I know my cock is going to be straining.

Thursday, February 14, 2019

Didn't sleep well

I didn't sleep that well last night. It's possible my sleep schedule still needs to adjust from my return from Spain earlier in the week. I certainly hope so.

Swam for an hour this morning, no issues. Certainly a bit nervous about how long this could last.

Wednesday, February 13, 2019

Starting over

The device I was locked in a month ago didn't work out. The hinge on the Chinese knockoff was creating problems and needed to be removed.

After returning from a 10 day trip to Spain, I'm now locked again in my Steelworxx Looker03 with a PA lock. I've accepted a ChastiKey code from a guy on Lockedmen. tims300 on that site created the code. It looks like there is a decent chance that I'll exceed my previous longest of 8 weeks.

It seemed strange this morning in the shower looking at the cage with the PA lock hanging from it and expecting not to be able to have a hard cock for a long time. The app provides a simulation where it runs 100 simulations of the possibility that shows Best: 2 days, Average: 60 days, Worst: 291 days. My first draw was a freeze card which means I don't get another draw for somewhere between 2 and 4 days.  With my remaining cards the simulation shows Best: 10 days, Average: 76 days, Worst: 335 days. Even at the average number of days, I'm going to be one horny frustrated guy .... hopefully still enjoying the frustration.

The code can be used multiple times should anyone want to join me.

Wednesday, January 9, 2019

Starting Day 3

Well no big surprises. I do at times feel a bit of pinching from the device, that should be fixed when switching to a ring without a hinge in it. I have been on the elliptical machine in the exercise room of the hotel without any issues.

Planning to meet KH tomorrow evening at a local bar, he's going to bring some friends. I don't know if they know that he has me locked.

Monday, January 7, 2019

That was a surprise

I traveled Kenosha, WI for a couple weeks of work yesterday. While eating dinner after arrival I was cruising Recon and started chatting up a guy.

After dinner, I drove over to his house. By then he'd read this blog and some of the things I've said about being locked. He handcuffed me, removed my pants. He then sucked and jerked my cock for a while before things changed. Short version is we met and cock is now locked in one of his devices. Next week I'll bring one of mine with me and we'll switch them out.

Another adventure begins.