Device under Speedo

Device under Speedo

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

The key is out of my possession, locked for at least 2 months

The key to my CB is now on its way to Smarmaduke I don't think he will have much sympathy for me.

I don't know how many times my cock has been locked in some type of device for a period of at least a full month.  Probably 6, 8 10 times.  When I'm not locked I have a habit of j/o both in the evening and morning if for no other reason that I can.

At times, I start missing chastity.  I like bondage and to a certain extent chastity is the ultimate form of bondage, you give control over access to your cock to another guy.

The last few times I've been in a CB2000, this time is the Birdlock.  I'm already noticing that the Birdlock doesn't allow as much breathing, less ventilation than the post walls of the CB2000.  I have the "mini" version of the Birdlock which is rather short and doesn't allow much expansion, I can't get to anything that even resembles being hard as I can in some other devices.

My previous longest is somewhere between 6 and 7 weeks, this will be for a minimum of 2 months and upto 4 months.  I already want to lay down and j/o, I know that I'm at the point that I'd shoot across the room.

I can only ask what I let myself get into, this is going to be a frustrating time.  The only cock I'll have is the one someone puts in my mouth.  If I was able, I'd get hard just thinking about it.

Unrelated, surfing tonight and saw a great Matt Damon

All for now.


  1. Good Luck. I hope you don't get released until just right before your swim meets start up.

    I like the slave idea, but think a dom top should come over once every 2 weeks to work your prostate as well too.

  2. I'll enjoy keeping up on your journey.

  3. Enjoy the frustration - that's what it's all about, and the longer it goes on the better.
    Frustration and giving up control: the ideal situation to be in!
    Keep us posted how you experience it.
    It's a shame you have to be released for the swim meet. When locked up, you benefit from as much uncertainty about the release date as possible.