Nocturnal Erections

Sleeping was difficult last night. I kept being awakened by attempts at nocturnal erections. Nasty reminders that I'm not getting hard for a long time .... more time remaining than I've ever been locked before. I'm committed to doubling my previous longest (the key is at Mr. S which is nearly 1500 miles away) but not sure I'm liking that right now.

Long Memorial Day weekend coming. Planning on some time on the bicycle and a Saturday evening soccer game (Minnesota United vs Orlando City) where it's Pride Night although I do have season tickets.

Thinking about my cock today

As I was out for a couple of hour bike ride my locked cock was on my mind. Partially because I needed to adjust the position of the cage a few times, partially because I want to be able to get hard. I'm feeling that I want to take it in my hand and pleasure it. Yes, it's filling the cage thinking about it.

Very aware

Today is one of those days when I'm very aware of the device locked on my cock. Cock is straining against the cage, it wants to get hard. Why do I get myself into this?

Day 16 of 100

Physically everything is okay. Lotion is my friend, I've been using Neosporin to relieve abrasions. I got back on my bike yesterday after a week break and back in the pool this morning after a similar break. Sometimes I just need to give the body some time to recover.

However, horny as all hell. It's like every guy I see is hot. My cock wants to get hard, my balls are ready to explode.  12 more weeks is going to be a long time .... 12 weeks is nearly twice as long as I've ever gone before.

A rainy Saturday

It's a rainy Saturday morning here in Minneapolis without a lot to do, no plans until late in the afternoon.

It's one of those days where if I could my hard cock would be in my hand. The way it is it's neither hard or in my hand, I can feel it filling it's cage.

87 more days is going to be a long time.